Mathematics what is it really.
I have been studying symbolic mathematics ever since 9th grade all the way to a M.A. in the U.S. And after all these times, I realise that it is, in it self part of life. The question is how to show it and that is the challenge. Probability is kind of like ghost mathematics at it peak, because being immature that how I viewed it. As one already seen in my other writing on this site that an integral is actually kind of like a finite leaf (with "bone" and stuffs.) Yet, that is not truely "ghost" mathematics yet, and so the "existence of photon and energy storage" that drive the leaf. Kind of like the same number but in the light of different mathematical theories, for example the number will still acurately computed whether one use the pure mathematical biology or pure mathemetical mechanic. That is what it meant, the mathematic of the living, the mathematic of life.
